I am praising God for my kids...thanking Him that I have had the incredible honor to become a mom!! I found out yesterday that I have something really wrong with me... Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. It is what has caused my infertility and loss of the other 3 babies I carried. My heart is broken for the loss...it feels raw and fresh! If only they had caught it sooner... What might have been?? I am reminded that we live in a hurting and imperfect world. It makes me long for Home. God did not want it this way. I am also reminded of the GREAT God He is!! If there were nothing else, He WOULD be enough!! It is okay to be sad...I know that and I will give myself the permission to grieve. "I will stumble, I will fall down but I WILL NOT BE MOVED! I will make mistakes, I will face heartaches but I will NOT BE MOVED! On Christ the SOLID rock I stand, ALL other ground is sinking sand...I will NOT be moved..." Thanks for "listening"...I feel better having written this out... I appreciate your prayers as I take the steps to get my body to better health. xoxox
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First of all...hugs to you and your sweet family. We serve a mighty big God who gets and understands our pain. With tears in my eyes as I type this I really don't even know what to say other than I am so sorry and I will pray that you and your sweet family are comforted through this tough time.
We just watched a movie Sunday called "Facing the Giants," and this reminded me of the coach and his wife in the movie - they agreed that they would, Praise Him when we win and I will Praise Him when we lose...when times are good we Praise Him and when times are bad, we will still Praise Him. I guess we all have things that we ponder on, the what ifs in this life. I like your attitude....don't be moved. I think you are a wonderful mommy already and I bet your children feel the same way too! They are blessed to have such wonderful God fearing parents!
Hugs and love,
Chris
Thank You, Christine!! YOU are a blessing to me!! My husband and I BOTH bawled at that movie!! Usually I am alone in my movie bawling, but, that was powerful!!
Hi Tam, I am so sorry to hear this news and to know how sad it makes you. I know you and your love for God and His love for you is unmoving, but you are right - sometimes life just hurts. I am praying for you Sweet One and I love you very much. And I am praising God with you for the miracles that are David & Kymi! (And the Miracles that are waiting for you up in heaven.) Much love, Jax
Rom. 5:3-5 (...And hope does not disappoint us...)
Thanks my friend!! That was a wonderful passage for me today...perfect!! I love you and miss you so much!! xo
Hey sweet friend! Sorry about your news. Love ya and miss ya bad! I will email you too.
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